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[Jan. 3rd, 2011|04:13 pm] |
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life has been good. not right now though, i am sick with a cold. i am now a junior in college. chemical engineering is not an easy path, but i have been loving it. i know no one uses this thing anymore, so this is essentially talking to myself, but thats okay. i wanna get my degree and start living life. i realized after living at school for a bit that i cant stand to live with my parents. i love them, but cant live with them haha
i think that all i have to say, until the next time |
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[Sep. 5th, 2009|01:46 am] |
i am now sitting in my college dorm. it is my first time actually being away from my parents, not having to always be at their command or anything else. its a great feeling. the independence, the opportunity to develop whatever habits i need to do in order to get my work done feels great
ive taken alot of time to think about the past the decisions ive made. ive come to terms with everything and im ready to move on with my life. i get a feeling that rooming here will help me alot to finally carry out that desire ive always wanted.
that desire u say, what is that? honestly i dont no yet. what i do no is that everything feels right, in place where it needs to be. when i was commuting i didnt feel a college student, i felt like i was just going to school and nothing more. not this time.
i am in college now |
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| A Sudden Realization |
[Jun. 4th, 2009|02:01 am] |
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its like there comes a point where you realize everything you once believed in, everything you trusted in, the decisions that u thought were right and were just, all those things you gave up for something completely else, and it all turns out to fuck you right over, the decisions you thought were right where actually indeed right.
i found out alot of stuff from a very close friend of mine tonight in regards to a certain subject. I CANNOT BELIEVE HOW FUCKED OVER I HAVE BEEN. all this time, and i never knew...........
all the thoughts that i had, all the gut feelings i should have followed but never did turned out to be right and here i am, LOOKING AT THE TIME AND WORK I PUT INTO NOTHING.
i now feel absolutely terrible, not only for myself, but for all those that i hurt in the process, all those that i pushed away and ignored. they wanted to help me, but i did not comply. i apologize, i am in deep remorse and only wish to make things better.
live and let die, look back and not dwell but look forward for what has to come. i am single, i will be going away to school. and im down for anything.
cheers to the next chapter in my life, until the next time......... |
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| a new chapter |
[May. 6th, 2009|11:59 pm] |
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me and my girlfriend are now over. 100% over. and you what. it feels good
our relationship got to point where i felt like i could not say anything around her without her jumping on my ass about something. if almost been waiting to see how long it would take for us to break up. ill say this, i missed alot while we were dating. i really isolated myself with her socially and come to think about it, the reason why my freshman year in college wasn't as fulfilling was because i didn't do anything with school at all. what bothers me more is that she has a new boyfriend now, but from what ive seen in the past thats nothing to be surprised about with any female
now im dorming next year, ive made alot more friends at school in last few months and im so fucking excited. im single, summer is here, i have 4 months to do WHATEVER i want.
heres to a fresh start..... |
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| dam |
[Apr. 4th, 2009|10:29 pm] |
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well its been a while since i even thought of using livejournal, time to update this bastard
first semester of college is over. 2 A's, 2 A-'s, one B+. 3.75 GPA. Awesome.
it is now week 11 of my second semester and physics is a bitch. my teacher sucks dick and is terrible at life. ive learned ways to get around him though. Socially ive been doing alot better, im making and hanging out with alot more friends and it feels really good. i plan to dorm next semester, i think im ready for a change, having to deal with my parents a real hassle and i dont want to deal with it anymore.
not living at college makes me feel like im still in high school a bit. i find weird that on facebook my primary network is manhattan college yet i only have 32 manhattan college friends, maybe even less, and over 300 wphs friends. kinda sucks. i need a change
i did not ever hear back from apple store, and it doesn't matter at this point because i got a job working at radioshack. i really really like my job. its awesome experience. i recommend it to anyone that has an interest in electronic hardware.
me and my girlfriend technically broke up over a month ago. however we still talk and hang out when ever we can. since i got my job, we have had virtually no time to hang out with each other. i think both of us needed a lot space because it got to the point where any thing we said or did got us pissed at each other.
im going to try and update this more often, even though nobody uses it at all. I guess its kinda good, like having a real diary and nobody knows whats going on. haha |
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[Nov. 21st, 2008|12:50 am] |
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turkey day is almost done and tomorrow ill be done with week 13 of college. this semester went by really fast, ive payed so much attention to my school work it got the better of me
not to mention the stress, but i have all A's right now and cant be happier
i applied to the apple store in the westchester and really hope i get hired. tim said hed put in a good word for me. hopefully itll come through.
i need this semester to be over. commuting has been stressful and i need to get back to all other aspects of life, way too much shit going on
wish me luck on finals |
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| wow |
[Oct. 15th, 2008|10:38 pm] |
im a college kid, officially. college is hard like no joke. but classes arent too bad. chem AP really prepared me for my sciences classes, theyre all really easy. i have yet to come to a challenge.
well see how things go
me and my girlfriend have been dating for a year. pretty cool |
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| ap |
[Jul. 17th, 2008|11:51 pm] |
i got a 4 on my chemistry AP
KICK ASS
guess that studying did pay off |
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| the past |
[Jul. 4th, 2008|12:12 am] |
i look at all my old posts back in 2006 and 2007 and i realize how badly i handed all my work and any drama or situations that occurred to me. i look at them now and realize how insignificant they were and how i made such a big deal out of them.
im really happy i was able to find a stable girlfriend that really makes me happy |
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| graduate |
[Jul. 3rd, 2008|11:50 pm] |
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vincent devita, white plains high school graduate, class of 2008, with an advanced regents diploma
FUCK YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Im now done with high school and cant believe where i am now. this is one of those moments where i remember saying "shit, i cant imagine 4 years from now when ill be done with public school"
and guess what, now its here
im gonna miss that school, i matured alot in it.......
report card was really card, Q4 all A's, B average in AP Chemistry with a 92 final and an 80 on the math B regents. not too bad, finished off strong
time to enjoi summer 08
manhattan college class of 2012, lets do it |
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